Am I waking up early  as the Lord directed me?

Have I sought the Lord, until He has come and RAINED righteousness upon me?

(Hosea 10:12)

Have I devoted myself to prayer? Have I kept myself alert in it, with thanksgiving?

(Colossians 3:2)

Am I letting any kind of idol ROB me of the intimacy with God and the answered prayers that are POSSIBLE??? Am I walking in love as Christ would? Am I hindering the flow of God's Spirit in me?